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	<title>A Journey Through Adoption</title>
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		<title>Happy Birthday Alex!</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 07 Dec 2008 14:59:26 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Happy Birthday Alex! It’s hard to believe that a year has already come and gone since your arrival. The first half of the year was the hardest portion for me. I’m not saying that it’s easy now, because it isn’t. I truly don’t believe that the emptiness I feel in my heart will ever go [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=jbandm0205.wordpress.com&amp;blog=1001601&amp;post=56&amp;subd=jbandm0205&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>Dear Christian</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 30 Jul 2008 15:11:38 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Jessica</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Dear Christian - April 17, 2007 was the day I learned of your existance.  I was overcome with so many emotions &#8211; denial, shock, anger.  I debated on whether or not I should go through with the plans to go out for my birthday a few days later.  I figured I wasn&#8217;t pregnant, the test [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=jbandm0205.wordpress.com&amp;blog=1001601&amp;post=54&amp;subd=jbandm0205&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>No one understands</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 20 Jul 2008 18:56:04 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Jessica</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[I wish I had people around that understands what it is that I deal with every day.  Between the adoption, my other kids, working, and a bunch of other stuff &#8211; I barely have time to sit down and relax.  And the one time I have a day to myself &#8211; no work, no kids [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=jbandm0205.wordpress.com&amp;blog=1001601&amp;post=52&amp;subd=jbandm0205&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>Emotional Mess</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 22 Jun 2008 02:07:37 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Jessica</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[It&#8217;s been awhile since I last wrote a journal entry.  Its not because the emptiness in my heart isn&#8217;t there, its because I&#8217;ve been extremely busy with working and dealing with numerous other things.  There&#8217;s so many days to where I wish I could have my lazy boring life back.   But I honestly wouldn&#8217;t trade it [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=jbandm0205.wordpress.com&amp;blog=1001601&amp;post=51&amp;subd=jbandm0205&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>Tomorrow marks another year mark</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 17 Apr 2008 02:23:36 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Jessica</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Tomorrow, April 17th, marks another year milestone for me in this journey.  This time last year I was taking a pregnancy test inside the Walmart bathroom.  I left early enough to where I could go and pick up a test, take it and still be on time to work.  I&#8217;m not sure WHY I did [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=jbandm0205.wordpress.com&amp;blog=1001601&amp;post=48&amp;subd=jbandm0205&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>Its not getting any easier</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 06 Apr 2008 02:54:38 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Jessica</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Every day I face the world with a painted on smile.  People ask me how everything is going.  Inside I wanna tell them that the pain is slowly eating away at me each and every time I see a baby close to the same age as he is.  My arms ache to hold a baby [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=jbandm0205.wordpress.com&amp;blog=1001601&amp;post=47&amp;subd=jbandm0205&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>One year ago today</title>
		<link>http://jbandm0205.wordpress.com/2008/03/17/one-year-ago-today/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 18 Mar 2008 00:12:26 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Jessica</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Today marks the one year anniversary of when my whole life changed.  Only thing is, at the time I didn&#8217;t know.  It started out as normal as any other day.  The kids and I woke up.  I made them breakfast, got them dressed and brought them to school.  I went to work shortly after.  Picked up [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=jbandm0205.wordpress.com&amp;blog=1001601&amp;post=46&amp;subd=jbandm0205&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>I wish it was that easy&#8230;</title>
		<link>http://jbandm0205.wordpress.com/2008/02/21/i-wish-it-was-that-easy/</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 21 Feb 2008 14:34:24 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Jessica</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Everyone I talk to, people always tell me its time to move on and close this chapter of my life.  They expect me to wake up one morning and act as if nothing ever happened.  But its easier said than done.  The pain I feel on an every day basis isn&#8217;t easy to ignore.  Sure [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=jbandm0205.wordpress.com&amp;blog=1001601&amp;post=45&amp;subd=jbandm0205&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>11:30 am</title>
		<link>http://jbandm0205.wordpress.com/2008/01/28/1130-am/</link>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 28 Jan 2008 14:01:39 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Jessica</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[It’s been almost 2 months since I handed over a piece of my heart.  Each day that passes, it does get a little easier.  But often times, I’ll find myself stopping what I am doing and just cry.  My arms ache to hold a baby again, to wake up in the middle of the night [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=jbandm0205.wordpress.com&amp;blog=1001601&amp;post=43&amp;subd=jbandm0205&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>Horrible &#8230; absolutely horrible.</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 18 Jan 2008 01:43:13 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Jessica</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[What I&#8217;m about to write doesn&#8217;t even sound like something I would say and I was the one who said it.  I&#8217;m really hoping that this doesn&#8217;t upset someone or whatever.  But wow, I just feel sooo bad.  I spent 2 hours after I said it crying.  And I know once my kids are asleep, [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=jbandm0205.wordpress.com&amp;blog=1001601&amp;post=41&amp;subd=jbandm0205&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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